In the words of Dori from Finding Nemo, I should just "keep on swimmin'" but it's so unbelievably hard to do right now. I am sinking fast and feel like all the planning and all of the things I was doing early to prepare for the NaNoWriMo would allow me the time to write. Yeah, right. It seemed to only make things worse.
The 124 changed to three hundred and something, but in this day of all of the wonders of technology, it neglected to save... even though I know I clicked the save button. Twice.
I'm very discouraged. I shouldn't be because I have so much to look forward to. Only, all I see is negative. I don't have much support in the people who supposedly show leadership at my job. I have to contact a rather large group of parents of students who need to recover work (because in the lovely state of FL, being lazy is ok because you can always redo the work until you pass, no matter how many times you do it or choose not do it). I'm also very tired of the lying and passive aggressiveness of employees. Since when did we lose our professionalism and resort to the crap our students give us? I'm so over that and just might go off the handle on someone if it happens again.
I need to put on a happy face or get the heck outta dodge. Maybe Dorothy and I can fly over the rainbow together...
